when hearing an unwanted answer to an important question from another person, life crumbles just a tad.
and then one seeks to find ways around that seemingly irrefutable answer.
timing: ever so important.
exactly a week ago today, i opened up and allowed another person to help me.
today the results came back, and the door was just totally shut.
the question isn't about where i have been or how i got here
the question is "what's my next step?"
perhaps i needed the past 2 years as a crutch, so i can stand on my own.
and for that i'll always be grateful.
but it seems, i now need to move beyond familiar stomping grounds.
although this level ended in defeat, i drove towards that conclusion.
so where do i go from here?
the world, once again is my oyster.
2 months, 60 days. what type of actions will i take to reap the most out of this stay?
once again, i've been liberated, although not by choice.
i suppose i caught a glimpse of the writings on the wall long ago
i just chose to ignore it.
but the question remains, was the answer in absolute terms?
should i just abandon it?
it feels like a long-awaited breakup.
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